you are not alone

and now i’m home and sleepy and cold but pissed off enough at my work to be awake and online and typing about it.

since i started there in the beginning of april, i’ve basically been on call but i work the same shift every time i work. i work second shift from 3 - 11:30. that’s the shift i was hired for. i have never worked a morning shift.

monday they told me my days off are friday and sunday. those are the days i’m supposed to not have to work. i had also requested saturday off like three weeks ago knowing i had shit to do. i made plans for friday because marissa’s in town visiting and it was the only time i had to see her before she leaves.

friday they tried to call me in and said they’d give me saturday off “instead.” lol no.

saturday they tried to call me in. lol no.

tonight at 10pm i got a call asking me to come in tomorrow morning at 7am.

seriously? r u fucking kidding me? ugh.

i left the house wearing this dress and my rainbows. we went to my brother’s fiance’s house and met with some of the other bridesmaids to talk wedding plans and bridesmaid dresses. we stopped at mary me bridal in orange and looked at the dress lilly likes and got our measurements taken. it’s not my favorite but it’s not my day so i can deal. i do love the color scheme though and i’m excited to look for accessories and plan for hair and makeup, even if it’s still five months away.

waiting in my car before lunch.

i got a new hat.

longhairdontcare

talking about hair and i made this for comparison.

these little dudes were all over my yard yelling at me when i took penny out this morning.

da birds.

wore a cocktail umbrella in my hair for most of the day. just because.

i am jack’s wasted attempt at productivity.

tiiiiired

aaand last one for now.

random piano on the pier.